Tantra and resistance
I realized the other day that I am happiest when I am deeply connected to life and feeling that connection as a sense of being excited, invigorated, in the flow or moving towards something that’s... More »
I realized the other day that I am happiest when I am deeply connected to life and feeling that connection as a sense of being excited, invigorated, in the flow or moving towards something that’s... More »
Something I have been exploring for a while is the difference between creation and recreation. How do you create new futures? How do you not recreate old futures? There are a few key points.... More »
In a blog recently I wrote about following the heart's desire as compared to trying to fulfill egoic desire. To follow the heart, I have had to learn to feel your heart region, and... More »
Well, another week of dirty shadow stuff emerging. I felt fairly balanced and present, yet drained. Shadow work is energetically challenging, and blocks may emerge slowly over a period of weeks, slowly growing in... More »
The last month there have been ongoing subtle energy releases in my head and skull and forehead region driven by the kundalini process. The process is grueling and tiring. I finally reached another exhausting... More »
"I saw the angel in the marble and I chiseled until I set her free." Sunday November 4. It's funny that I wrote about the process of identifying mixed emotion in the last blog,... More »
I can direct my attention wherever I choose, and it’s almost effortless to do that. One of the results of this process that I have been through is that attention is no longer controlled by my separate... More »
I return back to the department of water affairs and forestry. Most people remember me. I am doing some tests with the water and trying to get my old job back. Someone is planting explosives... More »
Well, I spoke to soon in the last blog. It serves me right for trying to guess what Spirit has around the corner.I thought I was finally clear of the slums of a dying and... More »
I had several interesting dreams this last week, and I can’t remember if I put them in my blogs or not. Still, it’s interesting to comment on them in terms of evolutionary development I am... More »