Love Present

What do I want? I want to follow my heart, let my heart be open and let myself be drawn into a creature who wishes to dance. I can't make anyone dance; they either dance when they are with me, or they don't. I cannot manufacture it. Like with M. She either wishes to dance, or she doesn't. I have to return and find my magic; I have to do my dance. What is my dance? It's poetry and music and writing and creation; its love flowing, unobstructed, into the world. Love. That's what I want to do the next 7 years; let love flow into the world and create something that is good and beautiful and true.  How, I don't know. It's another journey, another search, another great adventure that is arising. How do I take this realization into the world? How do I share Spirit? I require a strategy, a model, a path, an ability to do this, a product. I need to establish credibility. The result? A work, a product, a service that adds value.

I understand now the way of Love. Love is patient, kind, unwavering, timeless, gentle. Those are the expressions of love. Love itself is a mystery and cannot be known, only felt. Love is everpresent and unwavering, never absent, never away. It is us who veil love, yet the very search for love blocks love. The very search, the very movement away, is original sin, original separation. Love through its touch is healing. When you stop turning away and hold yourself, thats love. Love through its touch brings darkness into the light. Love, through awareness, heals and restores. When form is held in unconditional awareness, that is love being present. When others are held in unconditional acceptance, that is love holding others and healing others. You never heal; love heals. That acceptance allows movement, that freedom of awareness allows the form to unfold. Love is in itself curative, Love is in itself liberating. Love never turns away, it's us who turn away, and us who can turn back. Love always forgives, if we turn to love, it's always always there, waiting to receive us, waiting to lead us again. Love is forgiveness. Love carries no memory, love heals. Karma, suffering, is transformed through the willing light of awareness into freedom and into peace. Compassionate exchange. I understand it differently again now; it's the heart in actionable-form in this body. When I bear the suffering of another, I transform their suffering. When I reach for higher beauty and truth and goodness, that is love lifting me, love pushing me, love calling me home, love reaching out to itself.  It's one love, shining through the world, shining through the heart. Finally I feel understanding and knowing has formed.